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"HER HEART WAS SO GREAT AS DWORLD & FULL OF LOVE THAT THERE WAS NO ROOM IN IT 2 HOLD D MEMORY OF A WRONG!!!!" & nbsp; &n bsp; According 2 RAlph WAldo Emerson, a philosopher F our minds & heart 's full of love & kindnes s there's no room for negative feelings.Surely you'll walk n a path to success & nice direction.We only live once, So. we don't have 2 n alife full of negative vibes...negative feelings...coz it will do us no good.Let's not b affected w/ all d negative dramas of our life..... coz it will do us no good. It would b much better f we could do a movie of our life that  ; s free from darkness & negaitve scenes. We could do that f we could input all d goodness & love in our hearts..free from hatred, anger,negative thoughts, & worries. & nbsp; I know a friend.... a friend who happens 2 b,...but 4 some reason my enemy....maybe. Human as i am i feel irritated w/him..i easily get angry,, i feel confused..i feel mad....but, honestly..that was only for a moment. ...coz i can't smile f i feel that d world s not smiling w/me. True that we can't please everybody....d more we d more they will say something bad against you.D more you want 2 b close to them..d more they will run away from you...It s obvious to all that d more enthusiasms we got 2 pleased them d more they discouraged us. D ability to deal & 2 interact w/ them efficiently is not a natural act but it ahs 2 b learned just as we have 2 learn 2 read & write.HOnestly...as much as possible i want them all 2 b my friends, but obviously jealousy & envy hits d heart of this freind of mine ( a dear freind who happens 2 be...but now an enemy .......maybe!) I was trying 2 build a house made of rock for d 2 of us... so that f there comes d storm...it could never b easily vanished....friendship will remain.... But, how can i can build & do it? was my question..when i felt hatred, bitterness, & angered n my heart.I once read a msg from Zoroaster 2 Cyrus d great saying..."Youth s not a time of life. It s d state of d mind. NObody grows old by merely living a number of years; people grow old by departing their ideals.Years wrinkle d skin but d giving up of enthusiasm wrinkles d soul.Worry,doubt,self-distrust ,fear,despair,anger & bitterness, these make long years & turn d growing spirit back 2 dust. You r as young as ur faith, as old as ur doubt, as young as ur self-confidence, as old as ur fear,as young as ur hope, & as old as ur despair"!2 bad that i haven't had realized what good it takes 2 value of enthusiasms of life that has given 2 me that i easily give up on on winning him 2 become my friend again. Maybe i need 2 have more patience, understanding,& love 2 b filed n my heart bcoz it s only thru love, understanding, & patience that will help 2 keep me from d feeling of resentment towards my friend.Honestly when he is around i feel destructed,negatives emotions occur, a dissapointment of betrayal flooding my systems over & over again as f it s a cancer that is deadly as any serious desease. Buts.................................& but..................now i feel a little relieve n my heart coz i have realized that human as he is, as i am..& as u r....we r not all perfect!I don't want 2 wake up n a morning w/ having feelings of grudges 2 some1...some1 closed 2me, Now i feel so sorry & regretted d time that once n my life he has bcome a part of me but wasn't able to value it maybe......& i also have had realized 2 forgive & forget whatever bad things he had said on me....whatever bad things he had done 2me coz according 2 d book of Romans 2:1 "DO YOU, MY FRIEND, PASS JUDGEMENT ON OTHERS? YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE AT ALL, WHOEVER YOU ARE. FORWHEN YOU JUDGE OTHERS, & DO THE SAME THINGS W/C THEY DO, YOU CONDEMN YOURSELF!" NOW........no matter what happens...no matter how bad i will b criticized, no matter how sad d feelings that my freindship has been betrayed,& no matter how an unkind words appears, i will always b a friend..i will always listen 2 ur heart wholeheartedly. 2 reach out 2 u....& i know that d feeling s d key 2 understanding.So, help me GOD....2 live in harmony w/ everyone...2 try 2 understand more& therefore fear less...accept more & judge less, 2 love more & hate less FOOD 4 THOUGHT:" He WHO HAS NOT 4GIVEN AN ENEMY OR A LOVED ONE HAS NEVER YET TASTED ONE & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p;   ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p;   ; OF D MOST SUBLIME ENJOYMENT OF LIFE." (John C Lavater) B4 my favorite qoute s: "NEVER LET A GOOD MAN DOWN!!!!" Now.....my favorite qoute s: " D HAPPINESS OF A MAN N THIS LIFE S N D MASTERY OF HIS PASSION!!"
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